I really should get a membership for here... I like the layouts for the journals and maybe I would want to make more of them if I got to use a pretty skin. I guess I have some stuff to think about when it comes to DA. I do have to admit, it would be nice. Haha.

Anyways, no real reason for this update. Mostly just for myself cause I wanna talk but no one to talk too. The ups to not having many real life friends, when you need to talk there is no one and on-line friends, well, aren't always on. Still though I guess this is the next best thing.

So life has been pretty good, finished my college year, and passed everything but one class. Though thank god the class I failed was in the fall. Passed everything this last term and super excited to start back in the fall. My up-coming year is really fun. Taking everything from some kick ass history classes to a writing class. Hopefully the writing class with help me develop my characters. Maybe even force me to finish a few of their stories. That would be nice; I just don't seem to have the attention span to finish a story, mainly because a new character comes up in the middle of it. So at the moment I have taken a break from writing my stories, instead giving characters appearance up-dates and finishing some other characters.  

On another note, I'm getting a new camera. As soon as I get out to buy it. Its gonna be a Cannon Rebel, which one I'm still not sure. But it's not going to be a Cannon Rebel T3-I sadly. Those are just way too much. But, I am thinking of getting a Cannon Rebel T3 which is the mini version of the T3-I. So if anyone has any tips I would be more than willing to hear them! This is the first time I've bought a good camera, so I'll take all the help I can get. All I know is that I want it to be a Cannon Rebel. But yes, super excited for that one. I can't wait to get it and take lots of pictures. Of course no matter what one I get it's gonna cost a pretty penny. Thank god I'm working all summer. In fact, I'm doing one of my "hell weeks" which consists of nine days straight of working.  Its damn good money though, which is the main reason why I do it.

Mmm let's see what else is new in my life. I told a good friend of mine that I dated females, thought it would turn out badly. Surprising she took it really good. Even jokes around about it with me. It was nice; we had a real "girl's night" when we talked about that. I miss those nights, staying up till late in the morning just talking. I haven't done it for years; the last time had to be about... two years ago? Maybe three. Though I'm sure it was two. But ya talked about her boyfriend, friend troubles, family troubles, you name it and we most likely talked about it and got yelled at by my sister for laughing too much when she was trying to sleep.

Well I guess that's about it. So I'm gonna leave this off with a question to anyone that happens to be reading this. Have you ever lost someone? And not in the death type of way. Just a someone, like a close friend? A friendship? Or even a good relationship with a family member/boyfriend/girlfriend? Do you regret it? And if so have/will you do something to rekindle that lost relationship? If not, how do you handle not talking to that person. Do you miss them?